Friday, August 18, 2017

It feels my wife always blames me for everything. does the blame feel like they think I'm a bad person? Why do I think she is blaming me? Does she feel too like I blaim her If I speak my honest thoughts and ask her no matter what they are to share them with me, This will show true love Or her feelings of inadequency Thoughts are not true we assume the other knows what we are thinking Often a misunderstood word can lead to false feelings of self awareness..if you think she thinks of you one way but actually does another than I'll never feel she knows me and now perhaps had a poor understanding of me that injures my spirit, now I must prove to her I'm more, but she never thought this way She thinks I'm insecure as I become this but from a thought process that lessens me and she feels alone I am this way. Like now she really wants thinks it I can never assume I'm thought less of f to r another has bad intent toward me iwas usually they would think similarly to me unless off on their own self view. Goodness I have but am unsure of as she is too affected. Ghn can be a great I'd map for us as long as we understand human thinking ng we can solve these problems.. energy in high pursuit bouncing off other good thoughts that now become enhanced with others thoughts now of new knowledge of self believed in more than anything of self view. I am what you see .if I am not as u see u are not as you should be and I am viewed as something. Try to get out of that one. View you bad as bad us bad and u me bad but u not correct in . ..

Friday, December 23, 2016

Scene..man driving daughter...(driverless)
Argument ensues..man upset with daughter for not registering, for being still illegal, he worked his life for her to learn and grow and prosper...she's been on the outside for a long time, with her bf who's leading or trying to a rebellion...Dad He knows how to lead!!  Even Brian said  if any man know a way to protect the people that he'd understand and even come into his mind to
Help him....he knows his shit, Brian will save us himself. ..he promised..!!
 Kayla you cannot do this to me you could he killed...Dad I cannot go there, he hates the way things are run, his ideas conflict Brian's and yes he has an attitude toward him as, when Brian was taking over, he took it personally like he though he was the good ones in societies eyes, and became more hated than any he hated before and cannot accept that he is wrong he looks down on our leader for his past and feels jealous like he should be recognized, he likes him but knows what he's done and doesn't want for Brian to be the one that calls the shots...
Kayla Kayla,,,you cannot stay with him,
Don you understand how much you are giving up..even life eternally, is very possible..Dad, he can't do that...joined even seen one,. Besides I'm sure I'd think wrong  or something and be sent to the alien ship..
Kayla, you are directly underneath me , you have to connect to the system, it's been almost 48 hours,,your light will be seen, I cannot let you do this..Well dad maybe Brian will come and deal with it himself...Kayla NO!!! Do you know how many people rely on you?? Kayla, people are in pain, they deserve a chance to know who they are...Kayla, you can't!! Dad, Tyler will even murder innocent s if I don't return!!
Besides Dad Brian is just a junkyard and a perv and you know what you probably just follow him to get high, you don't care about me or you'd support me and Ti. Kayla if you don't check in now, I cannot help you...check in, think right, you'll become someone... otherwise..some else will have to deal with you..Fuck you Dad, your a Pediphile....  You Bitch.  Dad takes his hand and goes to slap her... his violent thought activates a program that monitors threw time for key words it also sends Ann alert to his superiors..in an instant the car pulls itself over, ..every man has a uniform, depending how high up you go..part of it has a screen that flashes the rank of the superior all the way up to the leader.. yellow,green,blue,purple and black, dad's blue, very high rank..
His vest turns purple..Dad cries out in pain,
His arm returns to his side, stops him from hitting his daughter..
Alter 552.. you have violated law G Section 8
I see you are high ranking, many depend on your freedom. What is the cause of your aggression..she called me a Pediphile, I got angry, she's defdectint, she's my daughter.
Violence is never permitted , you are quite aware.you cannot depend on the program to stop you, we are very busy..I see you have already been warned...
One moment..
Kayla, dear why have you decided to leave??
Kayla. I extend this one offer now to
Go over things however brian provides  a system .mthat word is violent causing. MIT is a crime against Brian and against evert man
..
You have not checkedbin so technically brian cannot use his resources to speak...you must leave the area. Come back to us Kayla. .
As she steps our of the car
A ship hovers over the car...
The man sits parylyzedvin the car..
 Do you see this ship?
You could have called in ..
Your protocol for understanding humans needs help..I realize you km be your daughter..however you are learned and
I have no other protocol other than to
Send you away for a more precise look into your mind, to try and aide the benefit of the people.. We will help you. brian is aware and knows you, he understand s about temper and feeling  bad from the mouth of another.... Hey may want to deal with this one ..
The ship awaits.
Close  your eyes..
When he awakes
He is in a chair..he can see the earth getting smaller.
Landing he can see two alien Greys waiting
They are guards..the knows he screwed up
And only thinks of his daughter and if she reallt hates him..
Doors open
Guards give telepathic shackles
Omni Du!!
Omni Du!!
Come with me
..a circular floor with 3 markedvspots
An elevator down levels
One looks like a hospital
Another like a training camp
The lift stops..
Ady Boyt!!
Ady Bout!!!
Get out!!!
The cell  has a glass doors
Another inmate stands hack to the walk
Hasha Kin!!!
Step In..
The doors shut.
A telescreeb ..has his name on it..
It reads u must check in..
Meanwhile
She keeps looking over her shoulder
She wonders has she been spotted coming out of the tunnel that leads to
The structure. ..
He's out there.he's gotten powerful
She follows a stream and waits near the edge, she knows it's patrolled. And soon shell he lead to him.
Darkness falls.. Noone comes,she feels hungry and gets scared.mshe hears a woman scream. She runs to the tunnel,
She knows its dangerous out here..
She thinks to follow her but knows deep down
Her loyalty is beeinf tested..
She is cold..hears dogs barking
And an occasional gunshot...
Morning comes, she is cold from within,
A child, crying awakens her, shesvdressed in black, her next thought is that it got abandoned or her parents killed, all of a sudden she hears vehicles,military style
In the other side of  the fence across the stream
They stop ..a man in fatiques gets out, he looks at her..what's wronfbwirh her..
She's just hungry
I st than she decides to leave and rescue the chil
The man orders her to not move..
Ti ..comes out of a truck..
And says shes crying because heparents are believers in It..

Getbin the truck..
And he hitsbher in  the face
Lie again bitch
Your dad got onebthing rich
But he couldn't even hit you
That's why I'll never Go.

Just thanvshe sees a purple light
Flash.. Kayla its Brian. I make decisions
On my own, too much violence
When  I  say ...   Jump out..
1  2 3...jump...  A ship appears
A beam.creates an explosion..
Guards come down....ti is thrown clear
The beeings paralyze him..
I go there
In front if him
We need to talk..
I've allowed you to
Excile..allowed voluntary segregation..

I heard you were a man who knew?
A man that gave promise to his people..
What kind  of promise do yyiy show them now?
A child crying for their mother
A man executed..
A woman screening, fleeing in the night.power right here in your face
Lead your people or die!!
Kayla respects you..Her Father is my soldier
You lead with violence.mi cannot tolerate
However I am not  a street fighter
However witnessing  this atrocity upon woman I cannot bear..m
Kayla.you take your own life in your hands
When you  decide to stay..
As a a favour to our father
I will take you both in  for
Proccesdinf  ibwilk not save you again
Only as  I realize our sameness as humans
I  can realize your bf only has become
As. A result from faulty intelligence
If he is like you  say I  will vouge for him to join the new world, however if you do not go
I'm afraid I shall not see you again..
I shall make you both safe this night to decide... either way..

Frank looks in to the telescreen.
Think if your family

Kayla
We are trying to help her
There's not much we can do
If she decides to stay..
We know your not  a p******

Is there still badness in you
Who hath thou cared for that has neglected
You in this manner.
Who holds your power.. what they say
Is in you..you must either educate them
However I'm sensing you feel guilt..
Your mind  is like a wave that gets directed to a stream..when you care about someone
They are what are you are.all you want to be..when they have yet to underlstabd this
They are in the mind of a stream but not in knowing how or why there ..
Her mind is not hers but it's
The stream..it's. In a current.  

Fighting this impossible unless
You can see the stream ...
Hitting her will only drive her from you as she cares and believes in  you
And already feels guilt from
Knowing you care but as her own person you cannot grow while your alone until
You have your own mind, which
Is given to her by her needing others to care, she must rely on them and trust in them when in her heart their best interest should bei

..think on these things
I shall update you soon
But know she cares
As we do
But since we are products
Often we must all sometimes
Disagree
You are not  happy here
But she is not happy from pain
You here is beneficial to us, her
And you...it was the only option

,......... for thought  works  on neccecity
To protect itself..wee feel as though another knows more as, they should, wee need to know what they do as  we need to expand, but to do this today when Norman  knows no man..we need approval from others
When we  go  along with others we are saying were the same to gain connection s
But often we feel they couldn't care but need them so  we sacrifice..
Other is  just like you..
You go along becuzz they need to accept you
They also need you to accept them
No one accepts anyone just is a

Who is good when you meet a new person
Aredering about them..it's like they
Info from others..
We take the info bec our nature and understand if of  who  we are is vital..we have to know others are good we take it  because we are trusting something

The other is just believing because we need  them to think we're good so we're not a threat.. worries re  how they think are  gone when you think wrhat they think   even if it's shit because it's about this more important or good or cool in societies eyes is why we don't use our minds to figure it out   because we're inferior to others..but they are to us but we don't knowif we knew this Wed get it right  and be self reliant..  towards others getting the right information..
As being the one who needs to care you'd not throw then off

Kayla accepts  the proposal.

In the  am..

A  ship lands
Takes her to the edge of the structure.
She's taken to  a room, there are three other people there.. all starring at a scre
Take this time to get  to understand what brought you here..
I'm Kayla, I was the gf  the leader to the rebellion..I am a  female that is trying to understand that this phylogeny is not about one word.my mind has not known only cared and I as us all are here to become real
And help other girls that am like I.
 I'm sort
It took me awhile to get here..
I had understand they really cared
About us all...I'm  a cop  in the old-world,
I've seen the worst, I know Brian is good
But need to rely on others I came to care about.

 Hi..I'm Danny..I loved a girl, who was not known to be a  woman by our current  I understand how the mind thinks and know how it thinks while insecure...because they depend on each other to thinj. They suspected me of a sick desire, the logic of attraction should  bring me to her when she needs..this information seems right. As at 16 her body is that of a woman. No logic of attraction is toward a female f woman only
While man is not understood as good. He suspects other man because he is not understood as good meaning he couldn't think of one as good.nif a man looks at a young female and it's in his nature to supply her with a father for her baby...if man attracts for her stability n the world
When should ye he there.   18by law of government..si he he  only has them to tell him.. man thinking wrong of defilement of children because a man  that has good intent for himself..a thought of a female advocated with good feeling would show reliance upon the body that ubryst how your  made.
What you don't do us what you do.  That does nothias y torture me unfairly a thought of a girl at 14 hardly yurts anyone.. than at the lease npartly man is meant to be alone
You put then here
Glass bowl and say don't masryrvarw..
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aFe if at least 13.
No matter ..y got that wrong plusvto cases it by fucking with me you assynedvaexbi I st went there
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Live your life life bit trusting anyone.drice me to need drug's Ake myvapt away send me to street tell in my mind influence
U are talked by abourvaolkkkk..
I am decent bspreas nothing
And was not a threat to anyone in a blowjov
U don't need to know that your mind is set in doubt like kill gen just in casoe
Fae..you sent me l..
I meet a fkhxv only. Vaccine..we ain't living avatret life anymore that was once once. So your hear. That's a lie.myoy took the ball and ran with it..
U sleep around I don't never did sf was to deal with you...sf deal with you
Also even if torture from yr small mind
Every night .
Getting me interested in money
Alarm r
Imlllllto areas I was being tortured wanted out but not through a any sex asshile. Ncurioysvofvwgo it was with money at best only toying with idea..
For deyfsvro deal with you
You.u sebsvenvtivthe street.
Yr not my keeper in good on my.mwe are born free
No disease was spread..
A man sees a girl and is a Nd..your protecting  Yy
If when back than I wasn't call Wed
To even speak into her

You cause disease spread a Jodi
What is that saying why would you say it suppose to be the government.u get high from torturing me a good learned man that gas potential to save licesvmanr lives even stop sexbiffebders
U
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Well u already had me wrong from two experience in sf..and plus. Did nothing..u don't ever use for sex. Afain wasn't me but even still would gave done right...otherwise are fobdons...
Not true but you do try don't yo to spread disease don't you..you when u tell a man not to use a xobsom and weeks the grocery was not real on and on on and on..you fuck people up people go along assholecwith you hergiverbmen mind control
Who?! Cu have future.ntelk ta what first y should be killed for doing it because you create a weakenstatw and vxyzbyou have power drive around like your somebody why would I think u Lue as who u are now I know..

Hi it afraid
How many girls...oh you kill me men for wanting sex because you given acting and than watxgen
You know so well about art
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Monday, November 28, 2016

Doubt over dangerous in spirit fear or portrayed dangerousness/fear.munwanted thoughts checked after risky behavior/unwanted thoughts with their nerve happening just like that years Did not do anything..what if asdholes can suck my bottom..what if..no stogillus you see that on you...twas never there. Did nothing..23 times...would never no matter what never ..if ever it's cuz ofbu driving me to homelessness. But if rather due safe sex That's for your doubt if ever. We ain't wanting andbw..on,,never route and catch and give to a teen asshile..I blots of people btgats Zoe dear sir you changing my facial features..future..don't sycj anything once in life never again .got. Find a gf that was like me older on it herself..joined smarter than that

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

Two main
For the world to be peaceful
Learning of ghn and practicing it
Worldwide understanding  of gun together with understanding God is real
 Drugs being permitted as even daily protocol as it is learned that ghn generates good feeling ..or as reward toward thinking Right to understand a human needs to feel good before you plan a society..
Also to govern each other in the way that mind feeling checks as a guide ..
Computer daily checks to understand our state together with a protocol..
4:people..train them to be leaders of 4 people ..each under you is subject to your direction..one check a day, basedbon a colour coded feeling based system..colours dim its time to see why..thatsbthe start talking..
Cool
Ha ha
I need no good
But before this..
If we really really wanted to
Start now..
Take our cash put it together
Get a celeh or 100 to sponsor a project..
Wed take em..house them.. Your job could be anything..
Butbhoyse food. Feeling
Grow own. Food/drug
Go prepare now.find land.
Build..perhaps .all drug addicts dussapear
Do what they can..
Soon no use money..get others to like our place instead set a model expand..clean up all problem learn gun
Peaceful.. Healthy.. Mbuild something separate..we give food house job travel reno illegal or I st for profit work to solve the worldsvprovlems only..  Electricity from solar magnifiers..
Meet..architect,builders,land donated,agriculture..no company we don't say..nno illegal market like drug sales out from under go v..create peace or  less drug related violence..everyone sees
Let us get them to build paroled to me even everyone get em good..
No money just so wecwoek to solve problems money or bliss feeling..still do alit if y have $$ ..girls get king lked from rapists.
Drive buys,mc, get en good..

This understanding of good Human Nature was understood while being in a duality with spirit conversations about goodness what it is what is good is it the human or is it the spirit understanding each other together and one body made us understand how much the same we were and how much we cared about each other the spirits understand each other as good however misunderstanding only went to show that because of their trust for each other that the belief of their cells as good is what made them good in fact they are good was not real good log base morality things you shouldn't do smoking doing drugs or what the spirits reacted to as bad however more discussions more reactions between spirit and body more spirits more conversations or reactions more understanding that the goodness that they believed in with each other just that human beings or what's good not the spirit just the spirit because Spirits as they should understand each other all is good when underwent an understanding happens with a spirit as long as there's a logic to the understanding and good motivation toward the matter every spirit would understand this in this Spirit form AZ very important that in fact Isreal and very important because their past did take things more seriously and appreciate their life
Okay so here we are the telescreen comes on good morning Roger I am here to make sure see how you were feeling could you please take a moment you think so far about the things that you have done yesterday you could do better today thank you I see your daughter pains you greatly I see how she thinks about you to be very important I love her however she relies on you or knowledge you mustn't worry about what she thinks about you if what she thinks about you isn't true instead of worrying ask her if she thinks you are a good man or if she thinks tell her you feel you are bad if she thinks you are bad because you don't care about what you think of yourself only knows what she thinks of you I love her however although it pains you that your daughter does not think of you completely as a good man you cannot carry her thoughts into your own thoughts love yourself what are what you are doing is learning about yourself from her when you do this it is based out of miscommunication and is simply not true anyone that cares about another person tears more for that person because a human being needs to care alone we are nothing together we are strong if you learn about yourself from another person who has already learned from another person that they are bad they will think that it is possible for you to be bad now no when you treat another person bad as if they're not when you treat another person as if they're not good they will learn from you if they care about you that they are bad all humans tear about all humans however the reason for this is survival but at the same time a human derives meaning from this because their intellectual mind understands it as something as what it would be to an intellectual person when you learn about yourself as bad from a person that treat you bad then you will treat badly those that treats you badly when these people that treat you badly are not people that you understand to know to be exactly the person they are you will feel that all human beings think that you are or that potentially one of them could think of you wrongly when when we do not know about how others think of us we need to try to a Shore than that we are good the promise they may already think that you are good ins you will waste your energy of thoughts upon getting acceptance from a human being human beings naturally understand other human beings are good accept for themselves because they do not know however after treatment from people or perceived thoughts of other people that are not true you understand we will understand other human beings that's partially imperfect meaning they could be bad or they could be good speaking to a human being to get to gain their understanding of who we are as the sole purpose of your conversation limits you in the way that the only important thing is to know for yourself that they like you when two people in a conversation both needing to understand each other our own are only speaking to be understood solely no knowledge can pass between when you understand a scientific principle that all human beings tear out of instinct you will understand yourself as one of those human beings when you understand another person is by nature caring and communicate that to that person your that person will know understand themselves and everyone else as good no longer we have to worry about what they think in fact they will tell you it will tell you how they care for you instead of needing to talk to be understood the second person in conversation does that for you automatically the word the words that would go out of your head to the other person to be understood we're only for you when the other person does the exact same thing to you they will never listen do people think that other person doesn't care it is only and his only preoccupied with a cell when in fact they are because simply understanding this understanding of yourself being good through other people and will never a man will never feel as though he has no hope this changes how our thoughts in the way the energy generated to convince someone you're good doesn't feel good AZ it's a job to do it's stress for the Mind its work and some things are understood something's understand men like the basics of his self needing to care for other humans and his own self-image being back to normal all miscommunication. Between people learning this principle creating law horror positive feedback based on thinking right and a check to make sure you're being treated right by other people could could solve many problems make us make us more peaceful because I'm feeling it's a very simple thing that's probably common sense to most nnn the logic that supports it should prove to the world .. once and for all.. As long as you treat people and are treated good and happiness do it on a nerve cell.. Feelingvadds thought power..it gives you fretfulness to feel and that energy is kind, makes you prone to beeingbkind. Stress of thought is opposition to knowledge makes you have to talkvto get them to believe you and is always a have to do its like a ..energy in mind is his you feel..your thoughts or yow you feel is in your head you have your heeds met in terms of if they see you right You can noe think to yelp others.. When the worldnisnt helping you, you have to do it.. When your thoughts hecine kind you start automatically thinking orbusinfvtgat kindness in thought like you now have a new tool to use to solve problems.. Good intended thought..u may never even think a good selfless thought for the benefit of another doesn't. Need to get into this state from others understand and treating u good. Than you have no worries just good feelings of which since the world has problems you just think about it thus continuing to think until you resolve the problem like when humans are good you know about how thoughts of others wrongly accused can affect you especially those you would and could care about.. Thus understanding how a man is half ted afdffects him...he isvwgat you say asvhisbownvself worth...when he cares asbhisbnature or he takesbthat tainted info to his core..learns he's bad than could say kill orvlook at kiddie p as he has noine to care for him BC up in know humans are good just..bout good energy thoughts defending bathe selves feeling they think your had And I know but its just defense just in case just yapoensvwhen you feel the effect of others .like if you feel how they make me feel about me..in body creates same asbif I were had..so to show or out ofbfear that you or not believing in mind words out of defense li defense..not a per or too dual Care more than u think..like them defending themselves..if they weren't so mean in mind I could perhaps be kind but it takes a lot to turn the other cheek..so u think this is about me thinking imcrightbibsteasof me sharing information. I am not Turing my own horn..I know all this it dies me no good..give me your info I. All ears..

Monday, September 12, 2016

a donkey and a whore go to a bar? The whore says " id like a pigs tal?" Ok . But all we have is onkey tail...the donkey says ill have that..
the bartender says were all out..the whore says
I hot tail but not tat kind.. The donkey
says you can have mine woohoooa. Www ca li